Right now, I'm expecting our second child, its is already my 18 weeks. My hubby and I have decided that I will stay at home taking care of the children. Having read the past postings, i realise the urge and the call of staying at home with my boy Raenen has always been there.

The heart ache has always been there, even when Raenen is in a good school right now. Tught of staying at home has never diminshed. And the heart ache will always be magnified especially when Raenen is unwell, or when morning time is rush and I have to wake Raenen by force even when he told me he is tired and wants to sleep awhile more.

I'm glad God has blessed my hubby tremendously in his work, that promotions and favour are upon him very prominently especially in the past year. And now it's really a time for us to put into actions the thought that we've been having.

Thank you Jesus for the provision!